I’m a full time writer, a long time volunteer medic in a rural community, and I’ve sat with people, including friends, family, and strangers, as they died. From that background I’ll say this is one incredible piece of writing. You not only bared your soul, you brought beauty and an uncommon understanding to the world.
“I am happy" was a big surprise in this story, but really: who could hope for anything more than that as they faced death? To be surrounded by love in our final hours “should” make anyone happy …if only we thought about it. Sam did, and you were kind enough to tell us about it. Thank you: it is a wonderful lesson.